Undreaming

Hunter MacKenzie

She is killing me again
twice-over, this time
Sleight-of-hand, artful, she
dodges, slips her blues for my reds
Feeds my head
Cools my brain-burn
Hazy compliance, digressions of disorientation
flow from my tongue
like blood from a--
Good god, woman, you've cut me
(not that I felt it)
and how did I miss that?
and how I did miss you
and this too
and I
too
shall pass
in a flash
(slipping)
of light-slivered metallic precision
(slipping)
Twin incisions
(slipping)
Anaesthesia and fine blades
(slipping)
How perfect, how did I never
think of it
Of course, you are a goddess
omniscience in the genes
fearsome in your jeans
And it's all perfectly right
and all perfectly painless
every time she kills me
But where is the blood?
it's all gone
to my head
all in my
in your
undreaming.

The color of death is not pitch-black
as commonly conceived
Not goodguy lovelight-white
It is fog-silver, quicksilver
lining
every cloud and casket
As an oyster glimpses its own interior
and thinks it the world
until the shell cracks
the sky opens
and the undreaming begins.

© Copyright 2005 by Hunter MacKenzie


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